So for the past couple months, I’ve been allowing a friend to stay with us. He was in need of a place & living out of a tent. I didnt like his living situation, and now he is here at my house. That being said, Id do anything for the kid but I do not think we should drink together. We have twice this week and gotten into arguments both times. Friendship isnt worth ruining over alcohol so it is what it is. He thinks I’m being mean when I’m being blunt and honest. Truth hurts. Id rather be told the truth then be lied too. Sorry bud, but some of the people, actually majority of the people you roll with, I dont like. Im not saying to not chill with them, I just basically said I dont wanna be around them and he asks for drives to their houses and drives for them which makes it kind of awkward on me. I dont trust easily, living in the city I do, its understandable. Theres no loyalty in friendship or relationships anymore. I just dont wanna get into too much detail on here. Anyways thats my rant for the day… PEACE
Poor Shay
So for the past two weekends Shay has gone to my nans house, she has had accidents and is coming home looking like she got beat up 
The first time apparently she fell off the stair and smashed her face resulting in a black eye. It was soooo sad. She looked helpless, abused and pathetic with her little kid shiner, which has just started to heal. Next weekend she goes over, she jumps on the air mattress, fell down and smashed the side of her face off the futon. Of course it had to be the same side of here face so for the past 2 weeks she’s had a black eye and a bruised face… hopefully she has no accidents tonight when she goes. It looks awful. She’s so little. Looks like she got into a bar fight or something lol joking obviously but it looks horribly bad. She’s clumsy just like me. Fell, twice, yesterday going to the store. Doesn’t pay attention walking around malls and tends to get clipped by shopping carts.. ugh what am I gonna do with her lol. I hate seeing her with bruises & cuts but she is accident prone. I just wanna wrap her up in bubble wrap lol.
The Big Two Six
This year I celebrated my birthday on the 11th instead of the 6th, only because 2 other girls I’m close with, our bdays are all 3 days apart. Gin & Juice at Tiff’s was how I celebrated. Plus 3 cakes, a supper at my mom’s and I got diamonds.
Victoria, Tiff, Christina and I had a great night, with special guest apperances from Katelynn and her mom Candy lol 
The best part of my bday was hearing my 3 year old sister Madison sing me Happy Birthday. It was too cute.
Of course the night I drank I wore a dress and Victoria, being the nice friend she is took a pic of me pulling a Snooki and posted it on facebook lol. Thanks pal.
It was a pretty good bday. I needed a girls night. To be honest, I think we all did. Or atleast everybody said they did lol.
Anyways homemade pizza is done which means I g2g or burn it :\ lol PEACE OUTTIE!!! xo
Houston, I think we gotta problem…
So frustrated, confused & annoyed right now…. AHHHH!! I just feel like screaming…. can’t get into too much detail on here but I’m not impressed… FFS >:(
That Time Of Year Again…. Boo! I wanna be young forever
So my birthday is coming up & I’m not happy about it. Usually I have plans but I don’t feel like doing anything. I didn’t realize how bummed out about this birthday I was until Tiff’s brother mentioned it. 4:20 wasn’t as great this year. I chilled with Tiff, did a few burns, then later in the evening we took all the kids to a hockey game. Getting old sucks. I can’t even fall down the stairs like I used to. Now I get all bruised & sore lol.
Answer Me!!!!!
I hate when people don’t pick up their phone or respond to a text. I understand if your phone is dead but if its not then wtf?! If you can’t talk or don’t want to then a quick sorry don’t feel like talking, sorry I’m busy is a considerate text to send. I have no patience so I hate waiting…. especially when its about something important or about something you need an answer to. This ruined my morning soooo as of today, I’m gonna try & reply to all my texts…. lmao just venting.. peace!!
Bummed Out Rainy Day with Deezy & Shay
Today was pretty cold out & rainy at times so the 3 of us did a quick walk and 8 blocks later Diesel,FINALLY, did his business outside. Felt like a small victory. 1 less dog mess.
Shay & Diesel played in the yard for a bit. I cleaned the entire house but other then that the day was pretty boring and lazy. My sister & I both took naps and I’m not talking about the babies kinda tired, boring, lazy day.
I also realized how ridiculously low the mirror in the downstairs bathroom is. I mean I’m 5’3 and have to duck to look in it.
Don’t mind the bad mess that is me lol just one of those days 
Peace Out!! xo
Too Clumsy For Life
So in 3 days I fell down the stairs twice. Not impressed. Almost cut my finger off cooking supper. Spilt Jell-o all over the floor cause I thought layers of different flavored Jell-o would be a cute treat for Shay. Not surprised though. Oh and I almost fell down the stairs in the living room. Yup. That was my week. I am super clumsy though. Trippin over nothing. Always cut or almost cut myself while cooking or cutting up fruit & veggies. Poor Shay, when she was little I accidently banged her head off the truck trying to put her in her carseat. I also fell down the stairs while holding her. She was fine. Landed on me. Cut the palm of my hand wide open cutting up cantalope. Walked into a tree when I was little, split my eye wide open. Almost cut my thumb off peeling potatoes. Smashed my head off ice while curling. Smashed my head off ice while slidding. Burnt myself ALOT!!! Got discoloration on my arm from burning myself with tea, it looks like a birth mark. I am accident prone. Always have been.I asked Shay what she was getting me for my birthday, joking of course, and she happily replies BAND-AIDS
Peace Outtie! ******hopefully there will be no accidents today :\ ******
Cuddle Bugs
So our puppy Diesel is a big sook bag. Hates to be alone, always wants to cuddle. He won’t go outside by himself and he won’t leave the deck unless you walk down the stairs with him. If Ne & I go outside and he was sitting with us on the couch, he will go lay with Shay until we come back inside. We were lucky enough to get a great pic of them sleeping together.
I think he has seperation anxiety. He was a “barn dog”, which basically just means he lived in a barn until he got a home. He also had a previous owner, the guy we got him from, his daughter was his 1st owner but only had him a short time because she got a new apartment that does not allow dogs soooooo back to the barn he went until we drove out to Norton and got him He takes up my whole entire bed because he has to sleep with somebody, which is fine for now BUT he’s gonna be a huge dog so hopefully he’ll start to sleep by himself if I get him a dog bed. Anyways G2G Peace easies!!! xo
